There will come a time...

One day things will come back to haunt you. You may never know when or where but believe me when I say that they will. That's karma. People should really think about the consequences of their actions and maybe they wouldn't do the stupid shit that will fuck up their lives in the end. This is just my view of course but still I think it is a good possibility.

I am not sure how you can be perfectly fine and act like there is nothing wrong when there is. I mean for goodness sakes, I even tried to explain it to you. But still, you act like it doesn't bother you or affect you and that hurts even more. What else do I have to do to make you understand just how severe this is for me? I have been a walking zombie the past couple days but you don't even seem to notice.

If this is you way of helping things get right again then I hope you aren't holding your breath. That doesn't work for me because the more I see you acting like everything is ok, the sicker I become and the deeper I fall. You don't understand what I mean by that and I know you don't.

It takes everything I have to stay some what in control and not to break down again. I am barely holding on and you just proceed to be unaffected. I don't know what to do. This is really eating away at me and I not sure I will be able to get what's eaten back.

Once again, there will come a time when you will realize what damage has been done.