Crossing that Line

You know its ok to argue, hell we all do. But what you did just crossed the fucking line. What in the hell makes you think you can say what you said to me and it would be okay? Do honestly think that if you just utter an apology (well not even sure you are going to do that) it would make everything ok? I mean seriously I am your fucking wife!!!

I just don't get you at all. I would never say something along the lines that you did especially when you are suppose to love me for who I am or whatever. I cannot actually say what I am trying to because I don't feel like repeating it. It hurt me to the core and you could never know how much it did.

It takes all I have to not just break down and start crying uncontrollably. I mean I really don't know what to think now. I can't let this go or even possibly think about forgiving you for this. How can I ever believe you the next time you say something about how beautiful or pretty I am? I will forever have this nagging doubt and it is all your fault. Thanks for that really. What would I do without you?