In the end

All the matters in the end is that I love you. Period. Doesn't mean that sometimes I don't hate you cause I do. You are the one person that can cause me to break down completely and lose myself in a pit of despair. You are also the one person that can raise me up from that pit and help me let the light in. I don't even know if you are aware of how much you can totally fuck up my emotional state. I am.

There is still so much to learn and you need to realize that. You can't always count on saying you love me and apologizing will fix what was broken. I don't even know if you understand how close you can to this being unfixable. I was sure I wasn't ever going to be able to forgive you and I haven't all the way. I was starting to think that this was the end, that we had gone too far. But some how you brought me back into the warmth of the love that I know you have for me.

I love it in the warmth of your love and never want to leave. Why would you ever want to evict me from this place?