Update

Yea there has been a lot going on in my life recently. I have been in and out of my doctor's office over the possibility of having a child some day. During all of this a mass the size of a tennis ball has been discovered and it is unknown at what it actually is. SO I do know that it would be really rare that it was cancer because I was screened for that, but it could be fibroid or endometryosis. So I am suppose to be going on vacation starting this Saturday and I was going to enjoy it. Well now it seems that I will be have surgery on the last day of my vacation. Then there is a chance that I may have to have a csection instead of the simple procedure. I am scared to death of being put to sleep or under any type of anesthesia. heaven help me!