More to life than money

Last night was pretty much the last straw for me at work. I almost walked out and told my MNGR that I was done. If things don't change then I really will be done. I have been having a real hard time making myself go to work. Between having another CSM that I have to watch what I say around cause she is too busy kissing ass and trying to make herself look good and having a manager that thinks it is ok to let her little posse get a way with everything they want and still treat me with disrespect. Markm being the good manager that he is, pulled me to the side and asked if everything was alright. So that turned into a 20 minute conversation with him telling me to take Frid and Saturday off so I can have a four day span of being off before I snap. Well that is great and I think I really need to do it.

well if you all know me personally you know that Ray (husband) works with me. So I went over to his department and proceeded to tell him what was going on. Instead of him saying something supportive he pops off about how maybe he should go and say he is too stressed just to get a few extra days off. Than starts talking about how I will be causing us to loose money. Well I am sorry but somethings are a little more than money. Plus if work keeps going the way it is, I will be causing us to loose a lot of money cause I will quit.

But anyways, I tell him to screw himself and walk off. Not really talk to him much the rest of the night until we are on our way to school. I decided to tell him what was going on to cause me to want to pull my hair out or better yer bay's and Amy's. Once again never really asked me about it. Then he starts talking about how I will be causing us to be short 200 dollars (again) and how he guesses that we can wait a month to get the cable back on. OOO you should have been there just so you could hear the way he said it. Like he was trying to make me feel guilty about not being at work. It is fucking amazing how someone who is suppose to be in your life and care about you can turn around and start going off and worry only about the money part when you are talking about missing work. I mean, yea maybe I should have expected this since it is an argument any other time I miss work and he has to go to work. But still thought that since I was talking about walking off myjob right at that point that maybe he would be a little understanding. Well apparently not.

So now I am going to have to go to work Fri and sat since I don't have his approval because I don't feel like arguing with him about me having a weekend of. This is so fucking stupid. I still don't see how money is everything and why I should wear myself down to the ground trying to make sure I get the most that I can possible everyday. Not like I am talking about only working 3 days a week from now on. Just talking about this weekend so hopefully I can make it till my vacation