Starting to second guess my decision to work on third shift. Yea some would say it is because of a certain manager and a few choice associates but they would be wrong. The reason really is because I miss my friends. Three in the morning and I am up but no one else that I know is so I just sit here, bored. Their lives continue on with out a word from them except for the only one that is on thirds with me. I want to be able to interact again and not feel out of the loop. I guess that is what it is.

Maybe this is just a phase that I will get out of maybe in isn't. I left first/second shift because of certain things that were happening on that shift so I do not wish to return to that shift. Maybe it is time for me to move on from Walmart. Well I dont think that is true cause I love working for that company. I don't know maybe I am just lonely and yearning for my old way of life