Dream On...

I glance into the future to see where my life is headed. I see the obvious-Ray, myself, kim, and the rest of my family but I don't see you. I don't know where you are or what happened. All I know is that it brings a great sadness to my heart. Doesn't matter how it happened but really only that it did in fact happen. We grew apart and as much as I tried to search and search, I could not find the reason or the proof that we even fought it. This glance made me think about the stuff that I am doing and allowing to go on right now. Once again I am noticing the shortness of life and it brings me back to depression. My glance at the fture may have only been a dream but it was close enough to what could happen that it got me worried.
So when I am worried I type. It may not make sense and I maybe all over the place but it is my only outlet. Thanks Chris for turning me onto to bloggin cause this has saved many trees. I write an abundance of things but very few make it up here. So I will just continue to sit here, accompinied only by my kitty, Precious, scribbling nonsense ( well typing really0 til I can fall back asleep.