Nag

Good comes to those that wait.... Well how long does one have to wait? It seems that everything is starting to turn around for Ray and I, but I cannot help but wonder when shit will start going downhill again. I am happy that things seem to be going swimmingly but still there is that naggy irritation that I am trying to block out and ignore. Why is it so hard? Hmm... I guess I will never know the answer to this one will I?

Guess I will just learn to live with the fact that there will always be that constant nagging even when things are going right and there is nothing I can do about it. But man does it suck!!