More to life than money

Last night was pretty much the last straw for me at work. I almost walked out and told my MNGR that I was done. If things don't change then I really will be done. I have been having a real hard time making myself go to work. Between having another CSM that I have to watch what I say around cause she is too busy kissing ass and trying to make herself look good and having a manager that thinks it is ok to let her little posse get a way with everything they want and still treat me with disrespect. Markm being the good manager that he is, pulled me to the side and asked if everything was alright. So that turned into a 20 minute conversation with him telling me to take Frid and Saturday off so I can have a four day span of being off before I snap. Well that is great and I think I really need to do it.

well if you all know me personally you know that Ray (husband) works with me. So I went over to his department and proceeded to tell him what was going on. Instead of him saying something supportive he pops off about how maybe he should go and say he is too stressed just to get a few extra days off. Than starts talking about how I will be causing us to loose money. Well I am sorry but somethings are a little more than money. Plus if work keeps going the way it is, I will be causing us to loose a lot of money cause I will quit.

But anyways, I tell him to screw himself and walk off. Not really talk to him much the rest of the night until we are on our way to school. I decided to tell him what was going on to cause me to want to pull my hair out or better yer bay's and Amy's. Once again never really asked me about it. Then he starts talking about how I will be causing us to be short 200 dollars (again) and how he guesses that we can wait a month to get the cable back on. OOO you should have been there just so you could hear the way he said it. Like he was trying to make me feel guilty about not being at work. It is fucking amazing how someone who is suppose to be in your life and care about you can turn around and start going off and worry only about the money part when you are talking about missing work. I mean, yea maybe I should have expected this since it is an argument any other time I miss work and he has to go to work. But still thought that since I was talking about walking off myjob right at that point that maybe he would be a little understanding. Well apparently not.

So now I am going to have to go to work Fri and sat since I don't have his approval because I don't feel like arguing with him about me having a weekend of. This is so fucking stupid. I still don't see how money is everything and why I should wear myself down to the ground trying to make sure I get the most that I can possible everyday. Not like I am talking about only working 3 days a week from now on. Just talking about this weekend so hopefully I can make it till my vacation

Everyone Deserves a Chance to Love, Support Gay Marriage

Do you want to live in a country that legalizes discrimination? Despite the recent California Supreme Court decision that denying same-sex couples the right to marry is unconstitutional, efforts are underway throughout the country to take away rights from same-sex couples.

I just joined thousands of others in showing my support for marriage equality for all. But recently, proponents of bigotry and hate collected even more signatures in an attempt to invalidate the California Supreme Court decision. And they won’t stop with California - extremists are even trying to add a ban of marriage for same-sex couples to the U.S. Constitution.

We are at a turning point in our nation’s history and I’m hoping you’ll join me in standing up against discrimination. Please sign the Million for Marriage petition and get us one name closer to showing that Americans overwhelmingly support marriage equality!

www.MillionForMarriage.org

Every committed couple deserves to enjoy the privileges and responsibilities conferred by marriage. Add your name to the petition and be a part of the movement to fight for marriage equality for all.

Thank you!

Glance In A Mirror

It really amazes me the way people act and perceive themselves. Thinking that you are soo much better than everyone else just because your family may have money. But see the thing is you that you need to look in a mirror.

Everytime I see you, you are degrading someone either cause of their race or because they aren't your parents. You are disrespectful and just plain lazy. You are just a blackhole that sucks the life out of everything. Your true colors are showing and I have never seen them so vibrant. Between breaking and entering, constantly calling my best friends 16 year old brother a "faggot" everytime you talk to him all because he happens to be a gay male. I mean come on you are a lesbian yourself and should see how there is already enough hate towards the GLBT community, we dont' need anymore from some who is a part of it.

But I am through with you and I have given you my warning. The only advice I have to you is this, sit back and glance in the mirror at yourself. You don't even have your own roof over your head. I think it is for the best that you move your ass to Texas

Lordy Lordy

Wow I cannot believe that it has almost been a month since I have posted on here. Guess that's what happens when you don't have access to a computer at home or anywher but school anyways. I checked my myspace and my insight email and they are both blown up. not sure that I even want to to attempt to go through all 600 email from insight, probably spam anyways. But neoways, since I am off summer break from school , I will be on here more reguarly, although I don't even really know what I am making it a point to mention this when I don't have like a hundred readers. hell i am lucky to have like 10