times of leisure

I cannot wait for my vacation to start! I just feel that I am being runned down to the max. I have grown to the point where I am just done with everything and feel like if I don't get a break soon I may just snap and say fuck it.

But the is what is great about vacations. This is my time of leisure where I can do whatever I want, well almost if it wasn't for school. This time also gives me a chance to hang out with those that I haven't been able to because of my full schedule. I know if I were as close them as I say I am or if I valued their friendship I would make the time right?! Well as much as I would like to agree with you, it would be wrong. Between working an undesirable shift, going to school after that shift and playing in my league I rarely have time for my husband let alone anyone else. So I look forward to my break from work just so I can relax

Plus it is probably in everyone's best interest, whether it be the associates that I manage or those in my life, that I get this chance to relax cause I ain't the best to be around when I am stressed. I know my faults and it is no one else's fault but my own but yet I still cannot control how it affects those that aren't to blame.