It is deep inside you, waiting to be released

"Hindsight is 20/20"

Who am I to tell you what you should do or offer advice? I do not know every single detail about your situation. You've made choices and now you might be regretting some of them. As your friend, I can only offer advice based on what I know and also help you realize some truths about yourself that you may not see. You are strong my friend. You may not see it but your are. Your strength is buried and just waiting for you to release it.

The things you said the other night took strength and effort. It was a side that I had not seen of you before. This is why I know the strength to do what you want is there. You are the only one that knows what you want out of your life so you are the only one that can make it happen. Change is scary I know but you can handle it.

Let go of your demons from the past and allow yourself to enjoy your life. There is a strength inside you that can help you. Why can't you see it?! I cannot honestly believe that you want all this chaos in your life.

In the end it is only you that can make the decision to make your life the way you want it. Yes, some may get hurt and there will be times that you questions losing some in your life but in the end those that stay should be there. I am sure that you already know some that you need to evict from you life. You just have to stop playing nice and tell the truth.

You can make it, I know you can. I have faith in you and your decisions. I am here with a shoulder when you need it. Just release your inner strength, it is time.