The beginning of the end

It felt so good, you couldn't tell him to stop. You weren't worried about the consequences of what you did this night. It would have only taken a sec to slide it on but you choose to take the risk. Now it is two months later. Staring at the lines on that stick, you begin to freak out. This is the beginning of the end of your life.

You don't know what you are going to do. You didn't want this. Well you should have thought about that before you decided to go without your protection. There is always one option but you know you could never do that. You could always, no you couldn't do that either. You know that the only thing you can do is accept responsibility and accept that this is the beginning of the end of your life.

Nausea, cravings, weight gain, mood swings you are so over these but yet you press on. Slowly you will start to accept what is going on and even look forwards to it. Hey,there are some who are not even as lucky as you that can even be in the situation you are in. There has to be a reason that this is happening to you at this point in your life. Maybe this is not the beginning of the end for you.

This could possibly be a good thing for you. I know that you are going to worry about whether you are doing it right, they all do. But I know that you have it in you and you will do just fine. So don't be depressed and think that your life is over. Your life is just beginning. I will be there through it all when you need someone. You know I will.

So don't think of it as the beginning of the end. This could be the greatest moment of your life.