Flaws

Everyone has flaws or something that they don't like about themselves. No one has the right to belittle or degrade some especially when they are no different than those they are degrading. What happened to having some respect for people? I am so tired of people making me feel worthless, disgusting, just plain hurt because they want to point out my obvious flaws. Like I don't know that I am overweight, have psoriasis, and unwilling to stand up for myself forsake of confrontation or being disrespectful to them. I don't even know why I worry about disrespectful to those that like to poke fun at me when it is obvious that they have no respect for me. It may seem that when I hear about fellow associates talking about me and getting off my "fat ass" to do some work for a change doesn't bother me but truly it does I just choose to not show it. I have been made fun of all my life because of one thing or another especially because I don't fit into the norm of body styles so I just act like I no longer feel the pain. Well the pain is still there and when I am alone I will break down. But more importantly the reason that I am as upset as I am now is because this was said at work in front of my coworkers because I asked an associate to do their job. Granted I was not in the room and I know that when this person sees me again they will act like they never said anything but I cannot stand a two-faced person. IF you are going to say something about then have the fucking balls to say it to my face. Then when I got to use open door I am told to not worry about by one manager and the other told me to say something to their assistant manager. Well their assistant manager is as about worthless as a holey umbrella. So here I am stuck with letting these people get away with the degrading and belittling of myself with nothing to do about it. I am just tired of people doing this to me but there is nothing I can really do except cry.