Truth

Why can't you see that i want to be with you and only you?
IT is as plain as day. I tell you everyday that I love you and only you. Don't you believe it is the truth? Why else would I put myself through such torment and pain to make sure that you understand the things that you question? If i did not care I would not argue with you about the things that are not true. I would not cause myself to be so upset to the point of tears if I did not think it was something worth fighting for. But you can't keep fighting me. I cannot handle the constant speculations you have about the actions that I take or the ones that I talk to. You have to quit lying to me when I try to ask you what is bothering you or tell me all of it not a piece. It is not fair to me. Why you might ask because you are leading me to believe that we are on the same page. Every time we talk I think things are great. I never think that there is any type of problems because I believe you when you tell me everything. Then you go and blow up in my face about things that I either never knew bothered you or things that I thought we had figured out. It is not far. I thought you were happy because I am. Yes I am wrong at times and i am not afraid of admitting that but you take things out of proportion. There will be other people in my life called friends. Every time we talk I think it is meaningful and i thought you did too.
The truth is I don't want to cause you to live a life of constant suffering and doubt. I can only tell you that I am not trying to do anything wrong so many times. There is nothing else I can do to make you either believe me or not. We can have no relationship if you are not willing to trust and be secure in the fact that I chose you. I love you and I really hope you believe that.