Moving On

Moving on is so hard to do, as well as letting go but this is what I must do. There is no point of trying to hang on when it is obvious that I am being slowly replaced. I know I shouldn't be so hurt and irritate by the little, but noticeable things i just can't help it. I am the one deciding to let go because there is nothing left to do. I am no longer needed so why keep trying? There have been things going on and changes in your life and I know nothing about it. I try to ask, to see what's happening but nothing comes of it. Instead you are turn to someone else. There are secrets, "inside jokes", and a closeness that I don't have anymore. I am happy that you're getting along and not even jealous, just didn't think that you would shut me out

So I am moving on. I have done all that I can do here and any other efforts would be useless and wasteful. I am going to quit asking when we are going to have our catch-up sessions. I am just going to quit everything all together.