Hard Feelings

Why would there be hard feelings when you aren't the one who is to blame? That, my friend, would be silly and childish. You can't control how the other acts so you should not be the one to apologize. We are grateful for you and all that you have done for us, only wish that I could have returned the favor some how. I don't think that I have been the friend I should have been. I don't even know what is going on. Maybe it is the work schedule or just the fact that I will not go in your room to see if you are up because I would have to cross enemy lines to get there. I am not a person who likes to cause tension or uneasiness hence part of the reason we have choosen to leave. I don't want those involved in all of this to think that we are moving because they are making us. Yes, they helped but it isn't because they said that we have to that we are. I only wish that A and you understand that it is not about you. You guys have not done anything to us so once again there are no bad feelings.

The only feelings that are present are remorse, pity and I guess sympathy. Remorse in the fact that I wish this could have been the experience it should have been. Pity because,well I look at her and feel it because she is such a bitter person. And sympathy because that is just how it is. This was and still is a learning experience. You have the look at the situation and see what you can take and learn from it. Always make sure that you look for the good side to everything that seems negative.

Just because we are leaving doesn't mean that we won't be here for you. It will be the way it has always been. You will come over and hang out and we will still do the same. If you needed some where to stay for a night or two you would just call us up and we would open the door. If you needed something I would go out of my way to help if possible. That is just the type of friend I am and have always been. The only reason things would change would be if you wanted them to.