What happened to us?
We used to be really close friends
But now I only get the feeling that you couldn't care if I was around
Losing you as a friend is a nightmare that I do not want to face
You said that you would never push me a way well it seems like you are now
What could I have done to make you put the walls up and the mask back on?
I thought we could talk about things but whenever I try it just seems like I am bothering you
It hurts me all these thoughts that I really don't know are true.
I could just be extremely paranoid or they could be true and you just won't tell me
I don't want to stop being your friend and I don't want to stop caring about you
If you had only given me a honest straightforward answer where you did not change your mind
Maybe I would have known what to do
But don't punish me because I am or was unsure of what to do because I was getting mixed ideas from you
I am sorry that you waited a year, I never knew
I am sorry if I caused you confusion, it was never my intention
I am sorry if I have caused you pain, cause it is something i never wanted to do
So I only ask that we can atleast be friends again like you said
I want to help you when you have questions, need advice or whatever like before
I know it cannot be exactly like before but it could be close
I won't bother you anymore about what started this unless you want to talk to me about it
I promise!
I just want my friend back
Please forgive me.....