Darkness sets in as I close my eyes
It fills my soul as I allow it to engulf my body.
I welcome this darkness for it is my only escape.
Escape from this world and all the pain.
The pain caused by the ones who "love" me
The pain that seems to follow me through out my life.
Where is my beacon of light?
Do I even have a beacon of light or has that too become engulfed by the darkness?

So I have a great new game that everyone should try, hide-n-seek in a dark scary house that was built on a grave yard with a freaky basement. I promise it is actually fun as long as you don't bring out the guns!No but really i have been having a great time at Chris's house with our stupid little kid games. IT is kinda like a way that i can forget any problems i have and act like a kid again. Which, by the way, I would recommend to everyone cause it really is a great way to relax. But don't tear up the person's house everytime you go over there! But back to acting like a kid again. This has got me thinking about how much i forget to have fun and not take things too seriously. Life is way too short to be doing this. one day I am going to wake up and ask myself where has the time gone. I don't want to sit and regret how much i never did because I thought i was too old or that i would always have the time. I have learned to face the fact that everday that i waste is a day that I will not be getting back. If i could go back I am pretty sure there are many things that i would change but hindsight is 20/20!