What great joy marriage is. Day in and day out I get to sit and listen to my husband bad mouth me, belittle me, tell me that I don't do anything, oooo and that I am not attractive to him anymore. It is not like my self esteem is sooo high right now that I can handle it. I think I have come to realize that I am slipping into a severe state of depression. Being surrounded by negativity every day doesn't make things better. It feels like my husband isn't even happy with me anymore and I don't even know why. Things have changed and we are slowly falling apart...