Will you let the little time you have on this earth slip through your fingertips?


Here is my thought for the day...(my 2 cents)...stop what you are doing right now!
Now, think real hard about whether or not what you were currently doing was a big waste of time.
Could you picture yourself doing something that you really wanted to do?
If so then why aren't you doing it!
We all have very little time in this world and should seriously consider this when we go to waste it.
We never know when it is going to happen so why waste a precious second?


Get out there and do what you want cause it is you time and no one else's!

Unhappiness fills my soul
As I gaze into his caring eyes
My mind has already let go
But my heart is unwilling
I'm just dragging him along
So I will have someone just to go home to.
I know it is selfish and wrong
But I have to have someone in my life.
So I can't let go, not yet
He's the best thing I have going for me
The only thing I have going for me
I need him
I love him
But I can't handle this
No trust
Constant arguing
Give it another chance
Cause I know it can work
Just keep telling myself this
Because who else is there?
I'll settle for this
Because this is all I have
I just want to be loved
And he is the only one
The only one who loves me.

We all take life for granted
Thinking there will be a tomorrow
For many of us there is a sunrise
But for some only darkness
We go day to day living for the next
When we should live for now
Some get the chance to chase their dreams
Others don't get a chance to dream
Everyone is immortal, or so they may think
Until you never awake
So live your life to the fullest
Each and everyday
Because you may never know
When God will take it a way.

I wrote the words "I miss you" in the sand
The blue of the sea that day was too dazzling

I wander alone, searching for you
Among the passing crowds in the bustling cities
I turned as though I faintly heard
A voice calling for me, but no one was there

Such painful feelings are just hard to bear
The sun burns as it shines down on me

I wrote the words "I miss you" in the sand
The blue of the sea that day was too dazzling
When I whispered the words "please get my message" [1]
The shade of the clouds that day was too sorrowful

"There's no such thing as a never-ending story"
You murmured as you looked away
Now that I understand the meaning of those words all too late
You aren't here

I finally realised that these days of playing dress-up
Over and over again are just pointless
Wanting to tell you those words of "thank you"
I ran through the crowd at sunset
My heart is shouting out its need to cry
The sun is laughing as it looks down on me

I dream, wondering if you will come for me
While I've fallen asleep, worn out from crying; I miss you

I wrote the words "I miss you" in the sand
The blue of the sea that day was too dazzling
If I bring myself to say the word "goodbye"
I wonder if I can relieve these heartbreaking feelings?

"Man does not make meaning, man makes illusions and traps for himself."

So my New year is starting off very shitty. My husband just decides to get drunk and tell me that he is leaving me and that I am sch a fucking liar. OOOO and that I am hiding this big ass secret. See now he is talking about something from way in the past that we were suppose to have let go/. So yea I just give up/ He just keep sitting here making me look like and ass and just keeps talking. Doesn't really care about he is making me feel. I just give up