My heart still flutters when I see you or hear your voice.
I still get those butterflies in my stomach thinking of you.
I can only smile when you are on my mind.
But this where you will only be.
What could have been if I had just taken that step...
I wonder every now and then if I made the right choice.

SO Chris this is to you..
you are the only one that ever tags except helen every once in a while.
I am not sure why you are always wanting to see what I write
I am not even sure you know exactly what I am writing about.
But I am glad you read this
I am glad that you take the time out of your day to comment.
so thank you

Ummm... There isn't much to write about but if I don't update regularly then I get in trouble by SOMEONE....... So I am updating. FINALLY, Christmas is over. And it is about time,.

SO this is just to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!!!

A rush of nervousness rushes thru me as I gaze over at you.
Your gentle and caring demeanor causes my heart to race.
What is it about you that causes all the color to rush to my cheeks?
Maybe it is your caring attitude
Or maybe it is just your personality?
Well whatever it is don't change it because it is working.
IT is working on me, and it is working on others.
I can only smile when you look my way because words escape me.
Then the thoughts and ideas start rushing to my head.
I wonder what could be or what would have it been like,
For see I will never know what could have been.
So for now all I can do is wonder and wonder if you ever do the same.

Marriage is everyone's goal in life
But not everyone knows the rights.
You have the right to disagree or to even squabble over the little things.
You don't have the right to harm the one you love
NO matter how mad they make you!
You have the right to burn dinner occasionally.
You don't have the right to scorch it on purpose.
You have the right to your own private time.
You don't have the right to make that all the time.
You have the right to be stubborn.
You don't have the right to be stubborn all the time.
You have the right to be wrong.
You don't have the right not to admit when you have been.
Most of all you have the right to be loved unconditionally.
But you don't have the right to not return the love.
Marriage is about love and trust.
Marriage is about understanding and forgiveness.
So know your rights,and be true to your heart.